I hate this. I’ve been on meds for how long?
So many different kinds so many different doses.
And yet I still wake up more times than not with the deep ache in my chest where I can’t breath, can’t sleep, can’t eat, can’t do anything but let tears stream down my face.
Why? Why am I so sad all the time?



you know the way people show people pictures of their kids and they’re all like “this is my baby” and they’re all proud and stuff well i’m like that except with fall out boy


I’m so fucking weird
It’s like:
I’m the nicest rude person you’ll ever meet.
I don’t give a fuck about anything but at the same time, I care about a lot.
I hate people but I want to be everyone’s friend.
I hate myself but I’m completely fabulous.
I need help.